benevolent hatred

was this why you couldn't look into my eyes
cuhs you know i'd feel your pain inside
cuhs you know i'd feel sorry and crush your pride
to prove that real men don't really cry
but too bad you failed your try
i found out the things you all denied
that all you had was me passin you by
don't worry i won't break you, still i try
take pride untried i'll just be your life's brightside